depression

CLOWNS FROWN SOMETIMES

I wish I was a clown. How great would that be? Always be happy and in the mood to put a smile on everyone’s face. That would be the best. I can never do that. I wish I could, but I can’t. But maybe if I get a little red nose and a raged hat. […]

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FLAMINGOS

  Maybe this is just a dream, right? Like, maybe I’m just gonna wake up and open myself into believing that everything that could have gone wrong, would have gone wrong. And this is just some little way my brain has to cope. Or no, maybe this is just a little puddle. We’re living in […]

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IN THE BUSINESS OF CHANGE

So here I am again, once again. Why? Why am I strolling this musky city night with the howling and hooting of the local crazies? Why must I linger like a dead fly atop a hobo’s finger or eye? Too quick to kill and too slow to escape far far away. Well here it goes. […]

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GLITTERED GIRL

A glittered girl with too much eye makeup Wanted me to pay her so she wouldn’t get up She was a base price of 25 for her time And 45 more for touching her breasts And other areas near her chest It was 75 for a kiss with 95 for licks 100 got you her […]

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Happy Hurting

Fix me Mr. Doctor. What is the matter? I’ve been burnt. I hurt. Yes I do. Maybe you do too. Is it greedy to demand your attention?  Or whimper with fear at each sign of affection? Is this happiness? Just the same as before, and a little bit dumb? Forced to forgive and forced to […]

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